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oday was a day with two faces. In a way I've laughed a lot, of taste, as I did not for some time. The feeling of the moment was to find myself in one of those situations that have long wanted to live. Stimulating people around, nice, friendly. And then I lived intensely. I am normally very fond of people, but also to individual situations. I would like to hold on to them and to remain there for more than a single moment of sharing. Probably it's all because of my hunger for social interaction, healthy and robust superficiality. I have made and enjoyed it enough, you say. Life is a breeze, the pleasant sensations the last moment of a smile, a jovial accomplice. But I would not be me if I said that I stopped there, at that point, but failing to see the most rational thing. So I reversed the medal and I've seen my solitude, while being surrounded by what at the end I always wanted. Because as I said and I repeat, is the overwhelming desire to screw me that everything should be for no more than one juncture, for a luncheon. And instead, I'm back on the train that leads me to home. I have almost forgotten all that damn good this day has brought. I hate when I do so. And inevitably, my instinct is to curl up and try to protect myself, to fill that void as a result of such sudden godsend. Leaning on myself, and going to discover what makes me feel good, pick up the phone in hand and compose a number. There, now I feel better, I feel protected. After all, the fate also does this. It makes you be born and live in a place you've never heard you. Then, supporting nearly one you desire, you do find work elsewhere, away from that place. It is always satisfying your whims, also gives you moments of unsurpassed sharing. But remember also that this new place is not yours even if it may one day become one. I wonder whether it is appropriate to consider the possibility of making an important step. But I know that maybe is not the time because I know very well and I know that my emotions have a peak and then decline very rapidly. So, rationally speaking I found myself doing a really tight. So, I will continue to enjoy these moments. It will remain clinging to what sopraggiungerà the urge to curl up on myself.
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